"I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell"
So, howdy folks. Lots going on as per usual and many of it, is not good. I started a new job Monday, was just doing training and by Tuesday thanks to yet another mental health crisis, I again, had no job. Gg (means good game to those of you that don't know). Life for me right now is just one long, drawn out, shitty, depressive episode for me right now. I've lost all ability to feel pleasure, losing my sense of humour again, the skills still aren't working for me and I'm just feeling like a useless piece of shit to be honest. It's brilliant. All I can do, all day every day is lay down, I'm weak, tired and dizzy from the medication I'm on. I'm lucky once again if I can even shower and eating has totally gone out of the window though I'm obsessive about food at present. I don't know what I'm doing to myself, it certainly isn't helpful but alas, I cannot help myself for the life of me. Just falling further down the hole and it's oh